ich sehe einen lang anhaltenden zyklus des schmerzes. ein ewiges reflektions spiel.

muszte nicht so kommen und war nicht von mir ausgelöst!

and i got the bigger balls. doesnt mean something sexual. you can absolut trust the thing which you want to ignore. like i said so many peoples got not above the kindergarten.

im not a natural born kokser. thats why you dont get that. there some differences in the brain! and really i got the bigger ones.

means im not a puppet.

and im not a puppet master! also i dont want to be an observer of the observers, but where ive to look at instead! you dont get how freaky you are!

how to speak with a freakshow?